Am i a reader?

nope, i'm more of a visual reader/learner, but i do like being surrounded by books.

So the past two weeks, i visited 4 different public libraries and 2 dif Half Price book stores. Weird isn't it? You would not hear someone saying they went to different libraries in one day then go to another one the next day without a legitimate reason. And i'm sure mines isn't really justifiable.

What made me go to a different library tho was becuz the local branch i go to is still 'under renovation.' I like the library atmosphere, it makes me focus a lot more than at home and school. idk, maybe cuz i used to always go there once a week. It just felt weird not being there anymore after going there after so many times. So i just randomly went on a library spree and bought a few books here and there, including Half Price Book Store. However, i don't really read much of the books that i check out (my feet likes to go towards the DVD section instead :P). I go there mostly for the studious atmosphere and check out reference books when needed.

One other reason that i went on that spree was that i wanted to go somewhere new but not too different. Idk if it makes sense, but I like going to new places that still consists of an atmosphere that i'm familiar with. It lightens up my mood but makes me feel safe & confident that i know what's going on around me. So, in a way, it didn't had to be a library but since i haven't gone there in a while, it just came to mind like that.

So yeah..looks like i have a lot to read now that i bought and borrowed some new books. Hopefully i have another break that will make me read them. I can't really read in one setting w/o the right mood and atmosphere (much like reading a textbook). If not anytime soon...oh well, they look great on my shelf. :D

I Like to Daydream, Do You?

As the title suggests, daydreaming is something that I do...everyday.

The most I dream about is not real though. For instance, I would literally just imagine myself as the sidekick girl with magic powers in this anime or movie. That, or i try to be the cupid or the girl with the handsome guy, etc. Nevertheless, it has become something i do every time before i sleep at least.

I'm not sure when it became a daily habit. Most likely becuz I always read picture books back in elementary school. My comprehension lvl was really bad....to the point where i actually failed my state's assessment reading test in 3rd grade. my mom had to 'bail me out?' lol, i'm not even sure but let's just say i was able to advance forward. *cough cough* Anyway, i got better later on, but i'm still bad at seeing behind the meaning of the words.

Out of all my friends, i probably have the most illogical, nonsensical working mind. I can not follow straightforward board game rules or teach something easy step by step. I can't even think straight. One time my friends and i were playing Telestration (adult version), which is a game similar to Pictionary but there are multiple rounds and every person gets to draw and guess a word every other turn. One of my friends, his word was "Girl on Girl," and apparently i didn't see the boobs on the top girl. So, i wrote "Man groping a woman or vice versa ;)" At that point, I knew i was not normal, as always (according to my friends).

So yeah, maybe my daydreaming habit has something to do with my weird way of thinking. I'm very detail-oriented about school and work, but i don't exactly think with a common sense outside those worlds. I always like to think of the alternative. Like, "What would happen if this was...," or "Are you sure?" etc.
Sometimes, i'm very paranoid about the little details. Or maybe i'm just drunk 24/7.

Alright, peace. Time for me to sleep. Zzzzzzz