Sherlock Wall

Sherlock Wall
This is me when I get bored and do more harm than good

Monday, November 14, 2016

I miss...

my childhood. Watching princess Disney movies, reading the Series of Unfortunate Events (don't rmbr much tho...gonna re-read and re-watch the movie over the winter xD), and sleeping all day.

A few minutes ago, i was watching the trailer for the Beauty and the Beast starring Emma Watson, and I got very nostalgic when i heard the theme music. I used to watch the Chinese version of the animated movie (including Neighbor Totoro and Cinderella), so i kinda know the basic story line. i don't really know the details though since i never watched the dubbed version. I'm anticipating it very much. OH, and you can't forget about Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them. OMFG i'm super hyped up for that one, too. All these feelings from your childhood surfing into my adulthood gives me rejoice and the thrills.

Looking back at the fun things i've done as a child, there wasn't much actually. I was mostly cooped up at home and watched tv after coming back from school. Both my parents worked most of the time, so whenever we hang out, it's for lunch/dinner or a shopping spree with my mom (which is a marathon-length long). I wished i did more as a child. be it talking with more kids, go out and play some light sports, or read more books.

Well, now that i have a car (and can finally go past my curfew), i can explore my options. The only problem is my motivation. it's not more so just about my budget, but not being lazy and being afraid to go out and explore on my own. I feel more comfortable if i go to places with my close circle of friends. but now, I'm changing that habit and starting to branch out from my group. I still keep in touch but nowadays, i spend more time with my club members than my friends. I don't see it as a bad thing since i'm developing myself to become more open-minded.

So, hopefully, this change will help me get one step closer to my goals :)

Saturday, November 5, 2016

I watched...

Dr. Strange last night and BOYYYYY, it did not disappoint me.

I absolutely loved it. 9/10 Lost one point cuz the villain was meh. But, other than that, everyone was was just so charismatic especially the Ancient One. She was so memorizing even though she had to do some stuff others may not have liked. I admired that quality of hers; it's something i want to have as a grow up.

I remember last yr, my chinese teacher said i was charismatic cuz i was able to convinced my lazy team member to do his part of our class project. We had to make a video and unfortunately, and I got paired up with the laziest student in class along with another girl. But, as i gradually got to know him better, he started to do his homework and got more involved with class activities. Apparently, my teacher was able to noticed his transformation and she told me during a class dinner how charismatic i was (thank goodness my team member wasn't there otherwise i would've been embarrassed af). So yeah, i liked that feeling of being a good role model for others. Even now, I still struggle being a good leader.

Anywayyy, I'll talk about that in a later post since i'm pretty tired. I just wanted a break from all the responsibility i had to handle today. I even got into a little argument with a friend the day before. Sometimes, i get pretty moody and i think that's how some ppl perceive me, too, which i don't want. But, it's harder to move on from old habits than i thought it would. Like, i look at how i act in a Snapchat, and i cringe at myself for doing this or saying that. Even though my friends and peers say other people's opinions and thoughts of you don't matter, part of them do, at least in the professional world. No matter if it's offensive or interesting, whatever they say or do will always stay on my mind for a while.

Alright, gonna sleep now...i'll definitely post some posts later on. Til then, Ciao. (^_^)/